So I worked out 5 of 7 days in the last week. That is like the most I have ever worked out. I am trying really really hard…none if it shows yet but I think I feel it. I have to fit into this bridesmaid dress. I cannot fucking believe that I am the biggest bridesmaid in this wedding party, and I am not even really big. I am average. AVERAGE. Yet I still have to lose like 10lbs in the next 3 weeks. I really hope I can do it. I want to feel like a hottie again. (lol I have never felt like a hottie in my entire life). Dream big.